Enjoing a comptemplative life

Enjoing a comptemplative life
Enoying a comtemplative life

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

poems for you



 Hi,
 I'm back to blogging. I hope you missed me a little. I have three poems about my western vacation and one about a snow day here in good old PA. Hope you like them.  I like the Silverton Colorado one the best.



Autumn in Nevada

The first breeze of fall
flows over the Sangre
de Christos down I-
15 to Mesquite.
Across mesas past

red rock or blonde or
gray, needle towers,
frozen lava or
eroded hillsides

fall arrives. Pumpkins
hay bales and scarecrows
and proves to me that
Pennsylvania has
no monopoly.



Visiting Arches

Glossy black raven
gives the beady eye
as, cameras handy
we set out to  
capture delicate
arches, stripped red
and bleached blond
in clear evening light.

Fat nosy raven
hops to side mirror
inspects the open car.
What treats have we left?

You give chase. I take
pictures. Raven flaps
to drivers side, just
stares as you scold, then
lazy, floats away.

Silverton


 I bought this ring
In Silverton,
or rather, Roger bought
it for me

both of us
captured
by the jeweler

who said, the ring was
vintage pawned Indian
jewelry

the jeweler who said
the ring was
an Indian cut, the four
stones notched in
the four directions

the jeweler who
 didn’t know
we like things
with histories

we bring home stories
and this ring tells us

Silverton was
real not just some
Rocky Mountain
Brigadoon

But a real place
where all three streets 
of weathered clapboard houses
nestle in the skirts 
  
Of the eternal mountains.
Mountains who tolerate
little towns but stare over
their heads
north to the Dakotas  
South to Taos

Mountains dreaming of the end
and remembering the
beginning of the world

In Silverton that one afternoon
 we chat with shop keepers
and Canadians on tour like us

 We ride back to Durango
on the steam train
a long, cold, breathtaking,
along a galloping river,
through mountain passes
lit by aspens turned gold.

And the jeweler didn’t know
That this all comes back
When I wear that ring

And I can smell the wood smoke
In the autumn air
And hear my own feet
Shuffling along a Silverton
Side walk made of boards.  



Snow Day

Out on the deck
the green plastic chairs
wear white cushions
of fresh snow
matching the deep white
carpet dumped there last night.

Squirrels and chickadees, nuthatches
and junkos haven’t graffitied the railing
and the wind is hushed.

Down in the ravine behind the house
Leggett’s Creek is quiet, most water
out back is dressed in white

The maple tree that reaches
the deck now is trimmed in
ermine just as showy its
all green summer wear or
the flamboyant yellow
 it flaunts for fall.

The forty foot white pine
hasn’t shaken its white wrapper.
All is as still as a stage set.

It’s a Robert Frost kind of day
but I don’t have a horse
or miles to go before I sleep

My work for today is
to turn from the sliding glass
door back to the kitchen table
resume the novel I’m reading
and drink another cup
of steamy black coffee.





Thursday, October 25, 2012

What I Learned From My Cowboy Boots



What I Learned From My Cowboy Boots

My cowboy boots are too tight. The cowboy who sold them to me in the boot store said they would loosen up after while. I believed him. After all he looked like a cowboy. He spoke with authority. He was young and cute. 

So I believed him. I am glad God looks out for me because I think I would be terminally naïve if it wasn’t for Him. He gave me “horse sense,” after all. 

My cowboy boots are beautiful. I have wanted them since I was 13. Since I got Silver. I had beautiful boots once but they were stolen at the Clarion Co. fair because I left them out instead of putting them in my mother's car. (naïve of me, huh?)

Fifteen years ago when we were in New Mexico I wanted boots, but I had no opportunity to buy them. Then, this year, I got to visit the kids in Lubbock Texas. I thought, “I’m getting the boots.”  The Bank of Roger authorized my purchase.

We took Wonderful Jen and Dave with me to the store. I counted on Jen to tell me why I shouldn’t buy the boots. She is much more sensible than I am and has taught me a lot about buying things. So I trusted her.
But I waited forty years to own boots. 

 Now I faced a decision. Good boots are costly. How much would I wear them? Did I need to spend $XXX on boots or would $XXX do? Finally I found some on sale. Now I own cowboy boots.

I wanted to sleep in them, to put them under my pillow that night. I did take them out of the box and kiss them on the way home.  Jen, in the front seat, thought i gave Roger a kiss to thank him. First things first.

They are too tight. Right now, but I know I could “ride ‘em and rope ‘em” if I only owned a rope and a buckskin Quarter Horse. And if my boots loosen up a little. So I can actually walk.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

What I Learned --Grand Canyon 3



What I Learned Traveling to the Grand Canyon 3

I miss my bed. 

I sleep in a bed every night. In what I call a Roger hotel.  He finds them under his price point and they have to have a free breakfast. I want them with a pool. So we pull into a town and crusie around and pick a motel.  

Then comes the crucial test. How does it smell?  I have no idea if smell has anything to do with cleanliness. But in my head it does. We’ve had a couple non-smoking rooms that had a whiff of smoke in them. Like maybe they cleaned the wall paper instead of removing when the room went from smoking to non-smoking.
We had one room that smelled like old ladies. We opened the door and window and turned on the air conditioner to air it out.   

I tell myself that I will only be there one night and I pray for God to protect me (from bedbugs, etc.) and I go to sleep. 

BUT 

I miss my bed. I miss the Leslee-shaped groove I sleep in, and wake in, and walk around in everyday.
New is getting old.  

Then I think, “Wait a minute! You’re driving all over the southwest in a convertible! With one of your favorite people! He doesn’t grumble about the tenth bathroom stop. He’ll make latte stops and he doesn’t even drink coffee!”

Then I get in the convertible and off we go. I think, “The fresh air blows off the old lady smell. The Grand Canyon is coming up. I’ve wanted to do this since I was 13.”  

And the next night when we find a Roger motel, I just grin. There’ll be hot water for a shower and maybe even a nice pool. 

What I Learned--Grand canyon 2



What I Learned Traveling to the Grand Canyon #2

I learned that I am so much an easterner. 

We drove along this little twisting road through a state park in Utah. It was beautiful country with huge rock formations and blue, blue sky. 

Roger slowed as we rounded one more snaky corner.  We came upon an accident in the opposite lane. People were around the car that had gone off the road and run into the rock wall just off the road’s shoulder. We drove on because others had stopped. We decided to call 911. 

Only there was no cell phone reception.

We drove 12 miles before we came to the first place we could call for help. It was a ranger station at a camp ground. We called 911 from there.  Nobody had called the accident in yet. 

If the accident had been on interstate 80 or 81 the roads I know and we had waited 12 miles to call it in, the police would have already been on the scene. 

I had no idea how different one part of the USA was from another. 

We talked to a young man who took care of his sick grandfather and moved to a different town so his grandpa could get to a hospital if he needed to go there. There was is no hospital in Silverton, Colorado. And the road can get snowed closed in the winter.   

He couldn’t just go to the urgent care walk-in, or the grocery store.

We heard a pastor talk about an accident where a couple guys in pickup trucks had first aid equipment and flares to help out.
  
I really admire the scenery out here.  And the people? They are pretty amazing.

Just like at home.